Day 59 - The 'I Give Up' Character

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the I give up character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when trying for a while to do something to then give up, because I believe I cannot do it

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that trying for a while and to see it as too long is a belief I created based on my expectations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up when something becomes too difficult and it seems I'm not getting anywhere

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up because it is easier to give up than pushing and pulling through

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if i see something as difficult it is based on my own beliefs and ideas i created through my experiences in the past and that something is only as difficult as i make it out to be

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i create the point of giving up and that it is not because of something that is happening to me, but it is a choice i made to give up on myself and what i am doing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use giving up as an excuse to pursue my dreams, because if i give up on this difficult process I can leave it all behind and do all the things i always wanted to do and live a life based on self interest like the rest of the world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generate a feel good feeling whe n thinking of giving up as a further support in my decision to give up and to justify giving up and pursue my dreams - not realizing that i create this feel good feeling so that I can feel as if my decision to give up is the right one

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if i do give up all im doing which is dedicating my life so that i can assist in the creation of a world where all are free - then i give permission for this world of abuse and suffering to continue and in that allow it to exist and in that actually create the abuse and suffering in this world

I commit myself to delete the I give up character

I commit myself to keep on doing when I've been at a particular task for long and to do it to the best of my ability so that i can be sure if im able to do something or not

I commit myself to delete all my expectations of how long something should take and to realize that my mind cannot predict actual space-time of this physical reality and points emerge that could not be predicted and sometimes something takes longer

I commit myself to keep on pushing through when something gets too difficult and to realize that i created the idea of something being difficult

I commit myself to realize that easy and difficult is irrelevant - its about what needs to be done and doing it no matter what

I commit myself to realize that i created the point of giving up

I commit myself to realize that me wanting to give up is an excuse to leave what im doing to pursue my dreams 

I commit myself to stop the feel good feeling when thinking of giving up and to realize that it is me reinforcing my decision to give up and to make the choice an easy one and to see it as the 'right 'choice and to justify me giving up

I commit myself to realize the importance of what i am doing and the responsibility i took on when i made the choice to stand for and as life - and to realize the consequences of giving up on what i am doing which is simple: the suffering and abuse in this world will continue if nobody stops it

Day 58 - Stop Complaining and start Doing!!!!

 

This includes bitching, whining, moaning, howling, grumbling and  being crabby about something. Because in all this useless breath wasting all you are doing is NOTHING. So stop a moment to see how YOU can solve the problem instead of complaining about it all the time and stop hoping somebody will sort it out for you. (here i am talking about points within your self and your world - not things like complaining to the road work agencies about fixing the craters in the holes)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the complaining character also known as the bitching character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to complain about the state of the world and keep on complaining about it - not realizing that to complain accomplishes nothing

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i complain long enough about a some problem in my life it will sort it self out

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the reason i created this character is so that I do not have to anything but complain because to complain is easier than to sort out my own problems

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find things to complain about so that I can say that I am doing something  - not realizing that all I'm doing is making sure i do not run out of things to moan about, because then i will not have an excuse not to sort out my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to take self responsibility for my life by getting to the core of the problems in my life so that I can stop complaining about it and start doing something about it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the blame character so that i can make somebody else responsible for what is happening to me and then I can moan to them about it which then relieves me from any responsibility towards myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I alone am responsible for what is happening in myself and that I am the one who has to t hen solve my own issues since i created them

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I complain about something within my life that i am responsible for is me complaining to myself and i would be much more effective if i instead deal with the issues and problems in my life .

I commit myself to stop the complaining character

I commit myself to stop complaining about the state of this world and to start finding ways to sort out the problems

I commit myself to stop the belief that complaining long enough the problem will go away by itself

I commit myself to realize that complaining accomplishes nothing and doesn't support anything in any way and that all im doing is nothing

I commit myself to realize that i complain because its easier than taking self responsibly and solving my own problems

I commit myself to take self responsibility and sort out the problems within my life that I have created  

I commit myself to stop blaming others and complaining to them about the things in my life and to realize that I cannot blame anybody for the things i created in myself because I allow it and I am responsible for it 

I commit myself to stop complaining to myself because that is simply stupid and a waste of time and to instead start doing and finding the source of the problems in my life so that i can deal with it and stop complaining about it

Day 57 - Anxiety Character

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to create the anxiety character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when looking for something to write to go into this anxiety character, because i fear not finding something to and then not keeping to my commitment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I lay down on the bed to rest for a while to into this anxiety character - because I fear doing nothing and see it as wasting time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to before I sleep at night to go into this anxiety character because I fear I forgot to do something and that it will cause problems because I forgot

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the anxiety character when somebody asks me questions about myself because i fear sharing myself to others and that i wont be able to effectively share myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the anxiety character when i am faced with a new challenge, because i fear i will not be able to walk through it not realizing that I cannot know if im able to do it or not unless i do it and find out

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the anxiety i feel is caused by the situation i am in and that it is normal and acceptable to feel this and that there is nothing i can do about it because its human nature

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this character is real and has power over me by controlling my actions and who i am

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i created this character and allowed it to direct my life and that i can delete this character and then become self directed

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take responsibility for myself and who i am and to stop blaming the world for my anxiety and to realize that nothing outside myself can affect who i am unless I allow it

I commit myself to delete the anxiety character

I commit myself to when looking for something to write to stop the anxiety and trust that  im able to write everyday

I commit myself to when i go to bed at night to stop all fear and to realize that fear accomplishes nothing and to do a simple double check that i have indeed done what i need to do

I commit myself to when I lay down to rest to stop the anxiety and fear in the belief that i am wasting time

I commit myself to when faced with a new challenge to realize that i do not YET know how to do it and with some research i can find out and that i will never know if I do not go for it

I commit myself to realize that i am the one who created this anxiety character and believed it to be real and that to stop blaming the world for my anxiety and to realize that nothing outside myself can affect who I am unless I allow it

I commit myself to take self responsibility for myself by sorting out myself and all within me so that I can stop being directed by ideas and beliefs and start becoming real and self directed

Day 56 - Fear of failure

 

I forgive myself that i have  created the character fear of failing

I forgive myself that i have accepted and and allowed myself to create expectations  of how it should be when doing something and when i do not meet my expectations i believe that i am a failure

I forgive myself that i have accepted and and allowed myself to judge myself in this failure as being a failure that cannot do anything

I forgive myself that i have accepted and and allowed myself to in this fear believe that i will fail at everything I do and to live my life with this belief

I forgive myself that i have accepted and and allowed myself to not attempt anything new because i believe that i will fail anyway so there is no point in doing it and wasting my time

I forgive myself that i have accepted and and allowed myself to use failure as an excuse to postpone points within my life

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and and allowed myself to see that failures does not exist - but they are here to support me in becoming effective in finding the reason why I did not get or do something right so that i do not do the same mistake again

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and and allowed myself to give myself a chance to push through when doing something new so that i can proof to myself that i am indeed able to do it

I commit myself to delete the fear of failure character

I commit myself to stop creating expectations

I commit myself to stop judging myself when I fail

I commit myself to stop the belief that I am a failure

I commit myself to when i take on a new point stop the backchat that i will fail and that it is a waste of time but to instead push through and get it done

I commit myself to stop using fear of failing as an excuse to postpone my life

i commit myself to realize that mistakes are opportunities for me to become more effective by  finding the reason why I did not get or do something right so that i do not do the same mistake again

I commit myself to push through the resistance and to not allow anything to stop me and to give myself the chance to push through  and get the point done

Day 55 - Why Forgetting can not be an excuse

 

If you forget something you are not here in the moment or facing resistance where you sub consciously push it back and deliberately forget or deem something as unimportant and then forget

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that forgetting something is an excuse and something that I do not have any power over and that it just happens and is acceptable

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself when i do forget something and then to be hard on myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I am asked to do something later that i don't like to do to then in that resistance push it far back in my mind so that i can forget about it and sue that as a perfect excuse - all the while believing I'm innocent

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when needing to something later that i deem small and insignificant to push it far back in my mind so that i can forget about it and sue that as a perfect excuse - all the while believing I'm innocent

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when having a task to do later to not be here in the moment and to in that moment be in the mind and then already decide to forget it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rely on memory so that i do not forget  - not realizing that memory is limited and that by being here in every moment i would not have to remember as i can simply bring the moment here to see what is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i need memory not realizing that i do not need to remember to wipe my ass or where clothes, but that it is an physical action that is here in the moment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be here in every moment but to be in the mind which is limited and not real and that if i am here in every moment i would never forget

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so overwhelmed with all the things i do daily that i believe its too much to handle and that i cannot keep up and then to forget things because im constantly busy in my mind with fearing that i will forget something - and then in the mind i am not here in reality and then i create the point of forgetting

I commit myself to stop forgetting things

I commit myself to stop being hard on myself and to not judge myself when i do forget something, but to find the reason why i did forget and to correct myself so that i do not make the same mistake again

I commit myself to stop using forgetfulness and an excuse and to see that it is actually a deliberate act

i commit myself to take self responsibility by not forgetting by dedicating myself to be here in every moment

I commit myself to stop relying on memory so that i do not forget but to be here in breath

I commit myself to when asked to do something that i do not like to stop the resistance and to see it is not real and then be here so that can do it

I commit myself to when asked to do something that i deem insignificant to realize that im judging something based on a believe that i have so i stop it and do it anyway 

I commit myself to breathe and to realize that if i feel overwhelmed i am not breathing and if i am not breathing then i am going to forget things since i am not here but in my mind

Day 54 - Pointing fingers when I am to blame*

 

(*title lyrics from a new EPIC song with Robot Virgins: Cerise, Fidelis and Earthonites: Matti,Kelly. Coming soon..........)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the blaming character so that I can abdicate responsibility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for making me angry not realizing that it is me who created the thoughts and the emotion inside me and that it is me who is allowing it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for hurting me by calling me names and is mean to me - not realizing that it is me who allowed myself to take it personally and i created the feeling

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the world for me being depressed and to see myself at the victim who has no choice and that i am doomed to be depressed forever - not realizing that I created the depression and allowed it and thus i have the power to undo it

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i am responsible for myself and everything inside of me what i feel and that nobody can do anything to me unless i allow it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame corporations for stripping the earth from resources like forests and water - not realizing that by spending money i allow capitalism to continue and also by doing nothing to change it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the government for the state the country is in - not realizing that its the whole world system that doesn't provide for everyone and that WE created this world system the way it is and thus i am responsible

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame world and everybody else for making this life so horrible and that i have nothing to do with it - not realizing that the world is a reflection of myself and that my actions and decisions helps shape this world

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that where there is blame the is abdication of responsibility so when i am blaming someone it is really me not wanting to face the truth that i am blaming myself

I commit myself to delete the blaming character

I commit myself to realize that i created the anger i feel and that with the same power i used to create it i can stop it

I commit myself to realize that i created the depression i feel and that with the same power i used to create it i can stop it

I commit myself to stop blaming others for making this world full of suffering and abuse and to realize that by doing nothing to stop it I allow it to continue

I commit myself to realize that i create all the feelings and emotions and thoughts inside me and that nobody can make me feel anything unless i allow it and that i am responsible for myself

I commit myself to stop blaming the government for the state of the country and to start take self responsibility to investigate solutions to end problems permanently like the Equal Money System 

I commit myself to stop blaming corporations for raping the earth and to see that it is the world system that we created that caused the problem and that i am also responsible

I commit myself to stop abdicating responsibility by blaming others and to realize that if i blame someone I am only blaming myself

Day 53 - The ''I Don't Know'' Character

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the done know character to suit my needs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when i look wit hin myself to find the source of a point and i say i do not know then it is me not wanting to see the point

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I write or look at something to write I go into character and the say I do not know what to write

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i created this character and that i created the point of not knowing from not wanting to face myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to claim ignorance and say I did not know that i am creating all this - even though the proof is all around me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to take self responsibility by stopping this character and to start pushing through the resistance and get to the points and stop claiming ignorance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create this character as a defensive mechanism to protect my ideas of myself who I believe I am - not realizing that who i believe i am is not real

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that all i am is characters that i created based on my environment, parents and media and that I decide nothing and have no say in what I do and that these characters directs my life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to let go of these characters so that I can become real and self directed and longer be controlled by my beliefs and ideas that only harm life and are based on self interest

I commit myself to delete the i don't know character

I commit myself to realize that i do know and that it is me not wanting to push through the resistance to face the point im working on

I commit myself to realize that I can never run out things to write about because of the magnitude of the problem we face on this world that represents what is going on inside of me

I commit myself to take self responsibility by stopping to claim ignorance and start acting

I commit myself to become real and stop ignoring the problem we face in this and find ways to stop it

I commit myself to dedicate myself to stop and delete all my characters so that i can become real and self directed

I commit myself to stop the belief and idea of who i am and to see that it is not real

Day 52 - Why we need a New World System

 

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that at the rate we are consuming this world we wont have a world that will sustain us

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that capitalism and greed for profit is destroying this planet resource by resource

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that with 2 thirds of the oceans fish stock alrea dy been desiccated we wont have any more fish in the future due to over fishing and a complete disregard to sustaining nature

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to  realize that food was never meant to be made for profit and that because of mass producing in the name of profit we have caused suffering beyond measure to the animals  and caused irreparable damage to nature

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the very system we need to make money to survive will eventually make this planet uninhabitable due to stripping the planet from the resources we need to survive like trees

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that this world system does not work and the proof is all around us as poverty, famine, war, slavery, strife, suffering and abuse hunger and starvation

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see the importance and the need for a new system where life will be the main focus and where poverty, war, strife, famine etc will cease to exist

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the an equal money system we can start repairing the damage that was done to earth and to start allocating resources to sustainable living

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if we do not implement a new system and if i don't stand up to make sure we have a future and make it possible for my children to live a life worth living in we will create a place of hell for those who will come after us as we will leave them a world of pain

I commit myself to dedicate my life to make sure my children and those who will be born in the future will have a future

I commit myself to see that our current world system does not work and at this rate valuable resources will be depleted all in the name of money and that we wont have a earth to live in

I commit myself to see the importance of of a new system that will create a world worth living in for all beings on earth and

I commit myself to dedicate  my life to make this possible because so many animals and people are suffering in the name of profit and that we are destroying this planet just to make money and i do not accept this and will allow it to continue

I commit myself to start doing and to stop limiting myself by believing its impossible to change the world but to see that if i change and others change together we can stop this abuse and create a world that would sustain us indefinitely 

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Day 51 - Ignorance is Bliss

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that ignorance is bliss

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I close my eyes and ignore all the bad and ugly things in this world then it will not exist

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to block out all th e awful things in this because it makes me feel bad and by ignoring it it will then not affect me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore all the negative things in this world because I don't want to take self responsibility and do anything to change this world

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to limit my vision and common sense as to not see what is really going on this world

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to stay in my own delusional world where everything is ok and beautiful because i refuse to see the reality that this world is truly evil

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that my ignorance is the very cause of the abuse and suffering in world - because by doing nothing and ignoring it i give it all permission and accept and allow it to continue

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give into and follow the norm of society by believing that somebody else will sort out this world so I don't have to do anything - not realizing  that if everybody else expects everybody else to something then nothing will change

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I cannot ignore this world any longer and that i have to become the change i want to see in this world

I commit myself to stop believing that ignorance is bliss

I commit myself to stop ignoring reality and to open my eyes to see that this world is evil

I commit myself to stop ignoring the suffering and abuse of this world just because it doesn't make me feel good

I commit myself to take self responsibility by stop ignoring this world but to face it head on and find solutions to solve the problems permanently like the equal money system

I commit myself to step out of my own delusional world where everything is fine and to start seeing this world for what it really is

I commit myself to stop thinking about myself only and to see that there are others like me who are suffering because of my ignorance

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Day 50 - Beauty is Cruelty and Suffering

 

I forgive myself that I have mot accepted and allowed myself to see that beauty is cruelty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see nothing wrong with beauty and to live life believing that this world is full of beauty not realizing the its a great deception

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be beautiful by making up a character of beauty with make-up - not considering where this make-up came from and how it was developed which was first tested on animals in cages going through unimaginable suffering so that i can look beautiful

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that beauty was created by humans and use it as a manipulation and deception technique to brainwash me to believe that i am not beautiful and must buy products from them to achieve beauty.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to ask the questions where does this come from - that this beautiful designer jacket came from an animal that was skinned alive and left to rot just so that i can look pretty

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the clothes i where was made from the suffering and sweat form those who cannot even afford to live just so that i can look good based on what the media says looks good - not realizing that i am being deceived into buying pretty stuff

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at a picture of a green lush forest and deem it beautiful - not realizing that what i am looking at is hell for those living in it - that earthlings are being eaten alive and face horrific deaths

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at my garden and want to make it pretty by cutting down the ugly trees and pulling out any plants that doesn't fit - not realizing that what i am doing is destroying a being - that the very plant and tree i killed spends it life giving me life by providing me oxygen and that other beings like insects and birds came to depend on that tree that was growing for years and i destroyed it based on a picture and belief

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that beauty does not really exist - as the proof that it doesn't exist is everywhere and all I have to do is look beyond the picture and see the truth - that beauty is actually suffering

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist seeing that beauty is cruelty because i lived my whole life believing it exist and based my life upon that belief - not realizing that its just that - a belief and not real

I commit myself to see that beauty is really cruel

I commit myself to see that for beauty to exist  - great suffering must exist

I commit myself to stop making myself up and become real by stopping painting my face with make-up that was created from the suffering of animals

I commit myself to see that beauty isnt real - that i have been brainwashed by magazines and media into believing what is beautiful and that i can only be pretty if i buy the products - i realize that this is deliberate deception and i wont be deceived any longer

I commit myself to stop wanting to look beautiful by buying nice clothes and shoes  that exists from the suffering of animals and humans and nature

I commit myself to look deeper into what i deem beautiful and to see the reality behind the picture so that i can make sure i am not deceiving myself   

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Day 49 - We are creating this world by the choices we make

 

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to  realize that i created this world and am still creating it by the choices i make and life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to choose to accept the way of this  world by believing that there is nothing i can do to change it and that it is out of my hand - not realizing that this is an excuse and belief that i decided is true

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to choose to not take self responsibility and to not dedicate my life to see that all abuse ends in this world

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  choose to believe that it is impossible to end all abuse - not realizing that all abuse exist in myself and that world is a reflection of who i really am - and if i choose to stand for life I can change myself to be the change i want to see in this world

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to make the choice that i am powerless to make a change in life - not realizing that this is a choice I have made and chose to belief is real and like that i can choose not to accept this limitation

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i cannot change the world - but i can change myself and assist others to do the same and when people change the world changes

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to from all the choices i have made in life to help create this world as it exist today and to everyday continue this creation by  participating in this world and not doing a thing to change it or even question it

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to  realize that if I created this world by the choices i have made i can create a new world by making different choices that supports life instead of abuses

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hide from this truth and made sure i never realize it so that don't have to do anything to change this world

I commit myself to realize that I create this world by the choices i make

I commit myself to stop choosing to accept this world the way it is

I commit myself to stop believing that it is impossible to change this world and I choose not accept this excuse anymore

I commit myself to stop the belief that  i am powerless to change this world and so i choose not to accept any limitations

I commit myself to see that the world is a reflection of who i am and who i am is base on all the choices I have made and if i change this choice to choose life instead of abuse in that i can change the world

I commit myself to change myself so that i can become that which I want to see in this world - and when everybody do this together we create a better world 

I commit myself to be an example to for others to see that it is possible to change this world  - and to show people how their choice affects this world and how we can end all abuse and suffering with a single choice

Day 48 - How alcohol destroys life and why to stop it

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to seek for ways to make myself feel better in life because there is so much i don't like about it and with drinking alcohol I can suppress all the bad things in my life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i can drown my sorrows by drinking it all away and in that make my life not seem so bad

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use alcohol as an excuse to not sort out my life and take self responsibility but to instead try and forget by drinking

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as long as i drink alcohol as a cure for all my problems - my life will never change - because i see my life as ok when i drink thus not giving myself a reason to change myself and deal with my problems

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to then in moment become overwhelmed  with sadness in my drunken state and then to try make that go away by drinking more - not realizing that by suppressing all my problems they accumulate and eventually come out and this is proof that i cannot drink away my problems

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself go when drinking alcohol and in this lose the ability to suppress myself any longer and become overwhelmed with anger and rage which i have been suppressing through out my life

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that drinking alcohol i loose my self directive and become possessed by  all my feelings, thoughts and emotions and all the backchat  - in this I become a very dangerous being that could harm another depending on my suppressions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to punish myself by destroying my body and my life with drinking - believing that i don't deserve a life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately throw my life away and gave away self responsibility so that i can have an excuse not to face myself and the choices i made  and to use alcohol as the perfect excuse to not change - and then to create the believe and choice that alcohol has power over me and i cant stop it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i do not have the power to stop drinking - not realizing that i am the one who DECIDED to drink and i gave my power away - i created this and in that i can DECIDE to not drink my life away and to commit myself to this choice

I commit myself to stop seeking ways outside myself to make myself feel better and to make my life seem better like drinking alcohol - but to instead look within myself and to sort out my problems

I commit myself to stop hiding and running away from my problems and to keep on suppressing them but to instead face myself and sort myself out

I commit myself to stop using alcohol as an excuse for not taking self responsibility for my life and the reason for why i cannot change

I commit myself to take self responsibility by looking at the choices i have made over the years  that shaped who i am today and what i allow and don't allow - and to change them accordingly

I commit myself to see that i am the creator and that i created this belief that alcohol has power over me and that is what i decided to be true - and as the creator i commit myself to stop this belief and to take my power back by choosing to stop alcohol and to let go of the hold that alcohol has on me realizing that it is not real

I commit myself to become self directive and to not allow anything outside myself to direct who I am 

I commit myself to stop punishing myself but to let go of the past so that i can move on with my life 

Day 47 - Suffering exist if postponement exist

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create the postponement character to suit my own needs

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to out of my resistance create this character as an excuse not to do something

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by this character that it controls me in delaying what im doing

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to allow the resistance within myself to direct me and who i am by postponing that which is important

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that postponing tasks will only affect me and nobody else

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that what i am doing is taking  self responsibility so that suffering and abuse can end and that cant end if i postpone

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if i postpone standing for life then all the suffering and abuse that exist today will exist for longer

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the decision i make to postpone I accept the suffering and and abuse in the world

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to take self responsibility and stop postponement and in that stop the suffering and abuse in this world

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to delete this character that allows the suffering to continue just because i face resistance and not allowing myself to push through the resistance

I commit myself to delete the character of postponement

I commit myself to stop using the ''ill do it some other time excuse''

I commit myself to do what i set out to do no matter what

I commit myself to take self responsibility by stopping delaying standing for life - because the longer i wait the longer the suffering and abuse exist

I commit myself to rather choose not to accept the abuse of this world by choosing not to postpone myself to become effective in changing it

I commit myself to stop being directed by thoughts feelings and emotions but to self directive in doing what needs to be done

I commit myself to realize that if i do nothing then nothing will happen so its up to me to go through the process of actual change - because if i change then the world changes

Day 46 - We are all Earthlings

There are countless of horrific stories about animal abuse and its unacceptable

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as superior to all other species because i believe im better

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in this superiority treat animals as not being life and equal to me but as inferior - and to then dominate the animals and treat them as less than life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the animals for my gain - to abuse them regardless and to use them for profit for me to survive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that animals are worth nothing because the world system deems life as less than money and that money will always be more important than life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that animals and nature are here for us humans and that we can do to them as we please all in the name of our god - money


I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that all beings on earth are earthling - that what i am doing is abusing another earthling that shares this world with me

 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that animals are inferior based on their behavior and way of life being different to ours - not considering they are a big part of this world and without them there would be no earth

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to treat animals as less than because they are my food - not seeing that the animals have to die - be sacrificed - just so that i can live and that i should be Eternally grateful for them.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i have been causing enormous suffering and massive damage already to this world in the name of profit and that if i keep going this path then we will wipe out all life and all we will have left is money - and that we cant eat money or build houses with money or even drink money and that it is thanks to nature and the animals that i am still breathing - without nature and the animals we wont even be able to breath

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that all my food and nourishment was only made possible by the animals and nature and that it is my responsibility to take care of them and the earth otherwise there will be no earth 

i commit myself to stop the believe that humans are superior to animals 

I commit myself to stop the abuse of animals by seeing that they are also earthlings living on this world with me

I commit myself to be grateful for the animals and nature for making my life possible 

I commit myself to show this gratefulness by taking care of nature and all its animals so that we dont destroy this earth in the name of profit

I commit myself to realize that we cannot eat money and that money is a man made believe - but nature is real as earth is real and we keep on destryoing this planet in the name of this believe we will not have a planet anymore were we can live

I commit myself to stop treating animals as just food but to see that they are also life

I commit myself to take self responsibility for my actions and to dedicate my life so that others can see what i see so that we can end all abuse in all its forms so that all earthlings can live a dignified life

I commit myself to realize that we are all equal and that i have no right to dominate a creature just because i can - but to see that just because they live life differently doesnt mean i am better than them  

Day 45 - Frustration Character

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create the frustrated character to deal with certain situations  

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become frustrated when i don't seem to get anywhere and when i believe that things are moving slowly

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get frustrated when I cant understand something or don't ''get it''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become frustrated when something takes longer than i expected or didn't meet my expectations

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become frustrated when i had a 'bad day' and somebody ask me to do something that i don't feel like doing

I forgive myself that i have accepted not and allowed myself to be patient in my life and want things to move faster

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a believe that everything in life should come easy and fast - not realizing that this is not so but a believe that i created

I forgive myself that i have  accepted and allowed myself to be directed by this character in giving up on what i was doing because i believe it doesn't work based on my believe on how it should work

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the frustration is not real but something i created and believed to be real and in that i let it go

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to stop the frustration and to believe that its the only way to deal with situations - not realizing that i am being directed and not being self directive by breathing through the resistance and letting go

I commit myself to delete the frustration character

I commit myself to see that things take time

I commit myself to realize that i created the expectations of how fast something should move contrarily to reality and thus stop expectations

I commit myself to be patience

I commit myself to breathe through the frustrations so that im not directed by it and influenced by it

I commit myself to from this moment on not become unnecessarily frustrated when something doesn't go my way - and to realize that things do take time

I commit myself to see that becoming frustrated is actually useless and that its much more effective to let go of it so that i can move on and not give up

Journey to life Day 44 - The ''Depressed'' Character

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to become the depressed character when things don't go my way

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to within this cha racter become ineffective in what im doing and cant seem to do anything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to within this character become tides and want to sleep all the time and to see the world as not a place i want to be

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to within this character see myself as the victim and believe that something was done unto me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to use this character as an excuse for not doing all that needs to be done

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed to realize that i created this character - and then within that I made myself the victim

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed to realize that i have been using this character as an perfect excuse for not doing anything

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed to realize the true reason for this character which is me not wanting to do anything and take self responsibility - and it is me blaming the world which is actually all to do with me since i created this character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to believe that this character is real and that it has power over me and that I have no choice but to give into thus character

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed to see that this character is not real and in that I have the power to delete this character

I commit myself to stop the depressed character

I commit myself to be self directed and to not allow anything outside myself to direct me and who I am

I commit myself to realize that i created this character as an excuse for not standing and thus I delete this character

I commit myself to not allow myself to become ineffective but to consistent

I commit myself to stop the tiredness when things gets too much - because i see its me facing resistance so I push through and overcome it

I commit myself to stop seeing myself as the victim but to instead see that i created this character and so take self responsibility and delete it

I commit myself to not allow any excuse for not taking self responsibility and to stand consistently

Journey to Life Day 43 - ''Fear of Failure'' Character

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the fear of failure character and to believe that it is real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear when faced with something new that i have no idea how to handle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by this fear of failure that i become ineffective within what i do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become uncertain with this this fear and believe that i cannot do anything

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that fear in not real

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that fear is something that i created - because i am the creator - and within this i can stop the fear

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there is no way that i know if i will fail with something unless i have given it my all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that if i fear failure then that is what needs to happen so that i can face it and move past it - instead i clear myself from it now

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i don't walk the moment with confidence and self trust but instead move as fear and self doubt i will indeed not be effective and fail

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold to this character throughout my life and never realized my power of creation and do something about this fear by choosing not to accept and allow it as who i am

I commit myself to stop the character of fear of failure

I commit myself to stop my self doubt and fear when facing points and situations

I commit myself to be confident and have self trust in every breath

I commit myself to realize that this fear of failure is not real but something that i have created and in that i delete this character

I commit myself to face every moment without fear but with gratefulness for this opportunity to become more effective in who i am

I commit myself to stop being paralyzed by fear in becoming overwhelmed with uncertainty 

I commit myself to  face every moment self directed and not to be directed by my thoughts feelings and emotions

I commit myself to realize that i decide who i am in every moment and that i determine who i am

I commit myself to clear myself from this character and to show others the same and to assist them with it

Journey to Life day 42 - I am the Creator of the World and so are you

 

 

for perspective: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-85-and-god-created-slaves.html

Who created this world the way it is today? Most people would say god did. And if you question this world the response is the same - its gods plan. So because its gods plan all the suffering and abuse that exist today is acceptable and ok - its gods plan after all. And in that believe then do nothing to make this world a better place - because who dares question gods plan?

We created this world the way it is today - we did. And so WE can change it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give away my choice to a belief in a being who would choose for me - and in this give away my power and become powerless and a slave -  not realizing that what I did is give up my responsibility to making this world a better place

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to use religion as an abdication of my responsibility to life and to instead use it as an excuse to justify my actions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to accept god as the creator and in this accept his creation - because if i accept god as the creator then i accept all he created

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to then blame god for the state of the world and all the bad things that happens in life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use religion as an excuse to not do something about this world and say that it is gods plan and thus i cant question or change it.

I forgive myself for not realizing that I am the one who created this world the way it is and that i am still creating it daily through the choices I live - by accepting the world the way it is and never question life or find ways to change it

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to make the choice to stand as life - to instead of accepting this world the way it is to dedicate my life to make sure all abuse and suffering ends

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself realize my responsibility to life -  I created this world the way it so i have to be the be to clean it up and that i have the power to change the world as we all do but i gave my power and my choice away

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i as the creator of this world as it exist today - then have the power to then create a world that would be for what is best for and not for what is best for the few and the world expense

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear this power i have and to in that fear give it away because it is easier to give it somebody else like god - then I do not have to do anything but can be directed by someone else

I commit myself to live the choice to stand as life

I commit myself to see that we created this world as it is today by the choices we have lived

I commit myself to never again give my choice to someone else - but to live my choice in totality

I commit myself to take self responsibility by taking back the power of creation and to use it to clean up the mess as evil that have created in this world

I commit myself to create a world that is free from abuse and suffering as it exist today and to never give up on myself and life and to always push through no matter what

I commit myself to never again abdicate self responsibility and to never again give my power away but to always and in always use my power so that breath by breath i create that what is best for all beings - a life worth living in free from strife

I commit myself to stand as the example and to show others how their choice created this world and to show them how to give back the power they gave away and to together stand as one to create a new world

I commit myself to not give up on life - because if i am the creator and if i have the power to change this world and end all suffering then to give that up would be a crime against life.

This is my choice - to live it to completion because i have the power to change this world and so do you. It is up to all of us to realize this power and for all to live this choice together. That how we change this world and create a world what is best for all.

What do you choose...

Journey to Life Day 41 - Being to Hard on Yourself

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become the character of being to hard on myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to in this character be so hard myself and believe that what i am doing is not enough or has no effect in this reality

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only take note of my failures and mistakes and to allow it to consume me bring me down

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become overwhelmed by my thoughts and backchat of me being a failure and to in this overwhelmingness  feel the need to simply give up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that the backchat is real and to listen to it as if it is real

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that because things move slowly that i am doing something wrong or i am not good enough

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see all i have accomplished until now and how much i have changed and to give myself some credit - but to instead believe that it is not good enough

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that this will take time and that there is no quick solution

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to keep looking at the big task ahead and the big picture and to feel hopeless in it all - instead of staying in the moment and to focus on one point at a time

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see that being hard on myself is a self created character that is not real and I have no need for it

I commit myself to stop and give up the character of me being hard on myself

I commit myself to stop the belief that what I do is not good enough

I commit myself to stop take note of all my failures and mistakes, but to let go of them and to move on and to learn from so that I do not make the same mistakes

I commit myself to stop becoming overwhelmed by mu thoughts and backchat but to instead stop thoughts and backchat so that it doesn't accumulate and cause problems

I commit myself to realize that this will take time and that there are no shortcuts and that because its taking so long doesn't mean that i am doing something wrong

I commit myself to see all that i have done thus far and to take note of that to see that i am changing and getting somewhere

I commit myself to stay in the moment and focus on one point at a time so that i don't  become overwhelmed

I commit myself to realize that this character of me being hard on myself is not real and not necessary

Journey to Life Day 40 - Being the ''Good Guy''

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  create the good guy character and to become this character believing it is me and real

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be the good guy in some situations because I want others to like me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want others to like and accept me that I will go as far as creating a character that fits in and people like

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself for others by being the good guy and do all the crappy stuff so that people can accept and like me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as less important than others and always place them first and above me to make sure they will like me for it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become something unreal and made up by being the good guy just so that i can fit in

I forgive myself that i have bot accepted and allowed myself to realize that being the good  guy i compromise myself and who i am by becoming a character just for a desire to be liked

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to  realize that my desire to be liked and accepted is because i have not accepted myself and believe that others will give me the acceptance i want

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that wanting to be accepted by people who will believe the character I have created will mean that they themselves are characters and not real as life is

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize That I am sacrificing myself through compromise and belief by being the good guy - and in being this good guy just to be liked is actually an act of selfishness

I commit myself to stop the good guy character

I commit myself to not use any character just to get people to like me

I commit myself to not sacrifice myself for the sake of others to like me

I commit myself to stop compromising myself for others so that they can like me

I commit myself to see that others are not more important than I am so I stop placing them above me

I commit myself to stop the desire for wanting others to like and accept me and to the accept myself and stop all characters

I commit myself to get real by stopping all my characters to see what remains and to see wanting to be around characters there can be no life

I commit myself to not be characters to it in certain situations because i believe its the only way and also not to be myself because i see who I am is allot of characters - I commit myself to keep deleting the characters

Journey to Life day 39 - The ''Avoiding Conflict" Character

 Listen to this Song while reading: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JAPq_0HCot8

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into the character of avoiding conflict situations
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create this particular character out of fear of conflict 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear conflict and to allow this fear of conflict to direct me  in such a way that it affects my daily life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in this fear of conflict choose my words carefully to make i don't offend anybody or make anybody feel conflicted
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  stay silent when I see a point within someone - because I fear the conflict that may result because of it
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to when I speak to people to use a higher kind and friendly voice to make sure there is no chance of any conflict
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to then avoid conflict with myself and then rather choose to ignore it rather than deal with because of my fear of conflict
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create this character as a defensive mechanism because of my belief that i need to be protected from conflict because i cannot handle conflict - not realize that i never taught myself how to handle conflict situations. 
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that i will get no-where if i don't face conflict - and i will not be effective if i avoid conflict - we live in world of conflict so I will face it one way or the other.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise the importance of conflict - that conflict comes from friction of points and assist with getting the questions answered and opening points to walk through them.
I commit myself to end my fear of conflict, because if i keep on avoiding conflict i am essentially avoiding this world as well as myself
I commit myself to see the that conflict is a big part of this world and there is allot of it that i will have to face
I commit myself to not hide from conflict but to  - when its practical to do so and when it will assist - to face it head on and not to shy away from it
I commit myself to stop becoming overly friendly when speaking to people to avoid conflict - but to instead speak normal
I commit myself to speak up when i see i can assist and support another even if it causes conflict
I commit myself to use my natural self expression - to say what needs to be said regardless of my fears and not to think about what to say - even if it does cause conflict
I commit myself to stop seeing conflict as bad or being wrong - but instead to see if self directed can be a very effective tool for self realizations
I commit myself to stop ignore the conflict within me - but to instead deal with it to clear myself from it.
I commit myself to stop this character who avoids conflict - because it is not who I am or even real because its something i created based on fears, judgements and beliefs which I now see is invalid. 

Journey to Life Day 38 - Amazing Disgrace - The Human Race

 

This life and this world is a reflection of who we are  - and the state the world is in today is beyond shameful which should indicate that we as humans are truly evil.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the world is a reflection of who I am

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see how must the world is the same as me - how i have conflict within me towards others and how the world and its nations have conflict with other nations

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the similarities with the world and myself - how me not caring about others and the world not caring about ending starvation.

I forgive myself that I have  accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from this world because I don't like what I see not realizing that what im looking at is actually myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from reality out of fear and to believe that nothing can be done to change is - that its just the way it is - so that i don't have to do anything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to block out all the bad things in world because it makes me sad and angry - not realizing that I am the one who created this world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to  investigate this world and how things work to see the reason for why life is so full of suffering

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take action and to do something about this world and to find ways to change it.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if the world is a reflection of me - then changing who I am will reflect onto this world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the truth of humanity - that we are truly the evil of the earth - to have created a world of abuse and suffering a perfect hell for most and never in human history have we ever stopped a moment to see what we have done and to change it, but to continue to live as if everything is fine and to continue blame others for this mess - not realizing that our very nature as who we are now created this and that is what needs to change.

I commit myself to see that I am in fact evil for having lived my life in ignorance

I commit myself to then dedicate my life to make sure I stop the evil of humanity which is our very nature so that I can start living life for life

I commit myself to stop hiding from this world - to realize that i created this world and in that i am responsible

I commit myself to stop fearing this world and to realize that i am actually fearing myself

I commit myself to stop separating myself from this world, from myself

I commit myself to stop all excuses - to stop believing this world is just the way it is - and to start taking action by doing all in my power to make this world a better place by first changing myself

I commit myself to see the amazing disgrace we created and take responsibility to truly create amazing grace for all being on earth - because there is no grace in starving or killing or abusing another and there can be no grace in this life as long as it continues.

Journey to Life Day 37 - ''You cant change this World''

 

This particular character is one who looks at others dedicating their life's to make this world a better place - but instead to join in they say '' you do know that its impossible right?''. And it said without even the them lifting a finger to see for themselves if its impossible or not. You can never know unless you have given it your best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the character of giving up before i have actually started

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that this character is fictional who i created and in not real just like a movie character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that making this world a better place is impossible based on my limited perception without even giving it a chance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to step into this character as a form of self defence to protect my ideas and beliefs and out of fear of change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want change because I fear i will not be able to change and fail so instead of giving it a go i immediately try and bring others down to my level and beliefs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give away my responsibility by saying that nobody can change this world just so that i don't’ have to do anything

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the truth that I cannot change the world - that no one person can change the world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i can only change myself and then live as an example to others and proof to others that change is possible and then through that as each one change themselves one becomes many - and with many all together we can make this world a  better place

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to shy away from taking self responsibility and to believe that it is not possible for all to work together and to believe that nobody can change who they are - not realizing that the belief is based on nothing because i haven't even attempted to change myself to see for myself what is possible and what is impossible

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am the change - that who i am can determine everything and that I actually have the power to change the world by changing myself and to live as an example

I commit myself to stop the character saying ''you cant change the world''

I commit myself to realize that i am the example and proof that change is possible

I commit myself to live as an example to others and to show that you can change the world by changing yourself

I commit myself to stop saying things are impossible without giving it a go to see for myself first

I commit myself to realize that my perceptions are limitations and that mu beliefs are not real and invalid and not to listen to them anymore

I commit myself to stop wanting to bring others down to my level just so that i don’t have to change

I commit myself to stop the fear of change and to realize that the only way this world will improve is through change

I commit myself to stop the backchat which i allow to give up my responsibility.