Music Today cannot be Called Music - Its All about SEX/Money

 

When I was in school I liked the songs that played on the radio. The station played the current popular songs. My parents would be in the car and say that the music is shit - really bad music and could not understand why we liked the music. Now - many years later - I tune in the same radio station and the music is shit - it is really bad and I cannot understand why people like listening to this crap.

This is a pattern that repeats every generation. The music I listened to and liked was mostly influenced by the Media and friends at school. This was in the late 90's and onwards. Back then music was really not as bad as it is today, but definitely worse than music that came before. In comparison to true musicians and artists like Mozart and Queen most if not all music on the radio today cannot be called music anymore. If you tune in to a popular radio station almost all the songs are about sex. Here are some songs that recently played repeatedly on the radio:

Kesha Die Young :

Young hunks, taking shots
Stripping down to dirty socks
Music up, gettin' hot
Kiss me, give me all you've got
It's pretty obvious that you've got a crush (you know)
That magic in your pants, it's making me blush (for sure)

Kesha Take it off:

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

Songs about taking off all your clothes while dancing at a party. Now the target group - the people who become religious fans - are young teenagers. They are the ones being influenced by this noise/music. I was definitely influence by music of my day - at least the music and lyrics was not about sex. Sex was not used or needed to promote and advertise music. Today you have ridiculous dumbed down lyrics cleverly placed over catchy tunes with female vocalist wearing hardly anything in the music Video - no effort went into the music to make a song. Instead all effort is placed on getting the songs sold to make money.

That is really the only way to make money in the music industry today. Quick, sexual with no vocal talent and spending millions just to advertise the song and make people like it - all for money. Pop artists are like the porn stars of the music industry. The question is what effect this abuse has on children who listen to this? Those artist become role models to these children and the role models represent sex. Something needs to done. Artists have a responsibility towards the fans, but none take responsibility for the music they write - its all about the money.

Day 173 - When Happiness is Escaping Reality

 

This is a continuation and conclusion of the previous blog which you can easily access by clicking this link right here:  link

This is the self-forgiveness’s on the previous blog

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to feel good by looking at thing outside myself to make me feel good, because I feel down

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need something outside myself to get me out of feeling down

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to, when I feel down - investigate the reason  why I feel down

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am the one who created/accepted and allowed the feeling of being down within me and I am responsible and thus that I am the only one who is able to clear myself from it / release it from within and as me

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the need to feel good is to suppress the fact that I do not feel good.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I do go from a negative - feeling down/bad - to a positive - feeling good/happy - from a point of desiring to feel good: then I did not in fact deal with the feeling of being down. I did not in fact direct it and thus it is still existent within me and is the reason why the feeling of being down will always return.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the desire to feel good and to do so by finding things outside myself is me running away from my problems and not wanting to face myself and walk through the feeling of being down.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the only method that is effective with dealing with a feeling of being down is to actually  find the reason - within myself - why I created this feeling and how I did so.

I commit myself to stop wanting to "uplift" myself from a feeling of being down by finding things outside myself. Instead I realize that to deal with problems within me I need to investigate the reasons why and how I created the feeling of being down in the first place and then stop it

I commit myself to take self-responsibility for what is happening inside myself and not find things outside myself to run away from that responsibility

I commit myself to stop suppressing what I feel - instead I face the points within me

I commit myself to stop the belief and idea that I am able to get myself out from feeling down by doing something fun - instead I realize that If I did not in fact direct the point the all I and doing is avoiding and suppressing the point of feeling down 

I commit myself to see, realize and understand that – I cannot ‘run away’ from myself by suppressing the bad and running to the good, because I am ALWAYS HERE WITH ME! And so therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to no more run and hide in the good, but face the bad/negative within me – so that I can be stable, standing, here with me and learn to LIVE me, because how can I truly live as long as I always attempt/try to ‘run’?

Day 171 - Nestle telling it how it is! Truth and the killing of millions!

 

 

Nestle is under fire for showing the world how it is – for telling the truth. Yes, here is a company actually telling the truth.

Nestle’s head exec, Peter Brabeck-Letmathe had these comments about the right to water.

“Water is of course the most important raw material we have today in the world.  It’s a question of whether we should privatize the normal water supply for the population. ‘’

The thing here to notice is that water is actually privatized already. That is the truth here. The proof? How do you get water? You pay for it. To get water we all have to pay for it. What about those who don’t have money to buy water? They die.

Water is important – this is obvious, because without water you die. Humans need water to live and thus it is essentially a fundamental human right. To privatize water is to keep it from humans and denying it to humans and actually killing humans. People argue that we cannot make water a basic human right, because there is a shortage. First ask why is there a shortage? Then go look in shopping malls and the drinks section and what do we wee – cokes and sprites and all sorts of cold-drinks. Millions of water is needed to manufacture these. Pure water is more important than cold drinks and alcohol. So we need less cokes in order to have more water.

There is no argument here. There is no debating this. This is common sense. Water as a basic fundamental human right is what the Equal Life Foundation represents along with other fundamental rights which can be read here. Big corporations are busy draining the earth for profit all the while murdering millions by denying them access to water and this must be stopped. Join us for real, practical solutions.

You do not really know them…

 

 

Animals. We have plenty here on the farm. Before moving here to the farm I have never been around such a variety of animals: chickens, ducks, geese, horses, cats, dogs, parrots etc. It has been interesting thus far to be around them.

I always had the idea that once you see one horse you have seen them all - NOT true. We have 9 horses here and none of them are the same. They all have a uniqueness about them and once you are around them and observe them more closely for a while, you can clearly see this for yourself. Humans have become so disconnected from nature and the animals.

The same can be said for the cats and the dogs. We have many dogs and cats and all of them are different and none are the same. The parrots as well and even the chickens and ducks. I have never been around so many animals and just assumed that they are "just animals", it was only when I was here on the farm living with animals that I had the opportunity to realize just how incorrect I was with my beliefs and ideas about animals. Unless you have actually worked with animals, you really do not know anything about them.

Another thing I did not know about horses. I take care of Grootman (picture ) and what i have found is that he is a reflection of me - what I see in him is me. Horses do that - they reflect who you are and within this there is much you can learn about yourself. Grootman has taught me a lot about myself. Horses also like testing your directive principle and are extremely sneaky and manipulative to do this( yes, horses manipulate and are very sneaky). What I mean with Directive principle is that the horse wants to know if he can trust you - trust that you are able to lead effectively. If they find you cannot lead/are the directive principle then they themselves take the role by pushing you, nudging you, ignoring you and in some extreme cases kick and bite you to leave them alone. 

The farm was also the first time I had the opportunity to raise a dog by myself. With Peoper( in picture) it has been interesting. When I first got her she was sleeping on my lap in the car and I experienced myself getting nauseous. I really had to concentrate on my breathing so that I do not puke all over the car. As I was sitting there looking at her on my lap all cute I asked myself “why Am I nauseous?” Nausea is related to fear and what i have found is a fear of raising her. I feared all the bad things that could happen to her - that I will form a connection and feared that she might die and I would have to go through that again. I was basically fearing what happened to Timeless(my precious dog who had hip-dysplasia). Also that I would not be good enough to raise her and all kinds of shit. I stopped the fears and moved on. She is almost two years old now and has a very full, joyous expression. In the end I can now clearly see that my fears were not real and simply useless self judgements. Another fun fact is that we both share the same birthday.

So humans have a warped idea about animals and are blinded from seeing who they really are. We do not see who animals are, we do not make the effort to get to know them. They are alive and each have their own self-expression and they express it to the fullest. There are so many of them on our planet , but instead of living with them, getting to know them we destroy and kill in the name of profit and greed and that has to stop. Join us to stop this once and for all, Equal Money System and by redefining human rights: read here on REAL human rights :

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Wildlife needs to eat - Humans deny them their food

 

Farmers farming with livestock often face problems with wildlife. Sheep farmers are depended on their sheep. When wildlife eat their sheep they are actually eating away their profit. thus, to protect their profit they need to find ways to keep wildlife from eating their sheep. This involves trapping them, killing them or proper wildlife proof fencing.

This is an impossible situation. The reason the animals are searching for food in farmlands is because their natural habitat has been replaced by farms. We humans destroyed their habitat which destroyed their food source and thus they have no other choice but to "invade" farmers properties to get food. They also need to eat. Even water sources are fenced off - what are the animals supposed to do?

This is the dilemma - Wildlife needs food to survive and farmers need their sheep for profit in order to survive. There is no solution here and the human gets priority in these situations even though wildlife was there first.

Unfortunately not much is being done to protect the wildlife, because they hinder profits and as  long as money and profit is a priority in life nothing will be done to keep the animals from extermination.

This is why we need a new World system. A system where money does not dictate life. A system where profit does not take priority over life, but where life is always the priority. A system where we can find real permanent solutions to this particular dilemma and many others. Solutions that are not limited by money or funding such as they are today. Investigate the Equal Money System for real practical solutions.

Why Wait for Ascension before we better ourselves? Why not change now?

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isn't It frustrating that you have to wait? Do you ever Wonder if what you are doing is good enough? Will you be granted ascension rights after all you hard work?

How about the waiting for the SHIFT – Will you be granted the power of understanding and achieve a higher consciousness? What if the cosmos grants you unworthy?

I propose a solution – and alternative where you are the one who determines your future. Where you no longer have to wait and wonder what if you miss it – the shift – or what if you left behind. For the first time you direct your life. I will share with you the power to place your life in your own hands.

Where you Become the Master of your Own Desteni.

You can join me with many others who are learning to become the masters of their life here  - the Desteni I Process And the Free Version - http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

With the tools of the Desteni I process you will learn how you became who you are and then how to change who you are to become more effective and to develop an awareness of life that has not been considered possible. Where you can become immune to mass media manipulation and not be directed by anyone but yourself.

Imagine that – YOUR life in YOUR hands. You can start the SHIFT into common sense awareness that is not only practical but also doable along with many others doing the Desteni I process.

So don't wait until its too late. Stop worrying and start learning with us. We are also designing a new world system where no being has to suffer needlessly – the Equal Money System – so that you wont even need to ascend anymore, because as one group together we will make this world a place where nobody would want to leave. True heaven on earth.

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2012 - The Real Story of the Mayan Calendar. Your world end is Near...

 

 

So Here we are at last – 2012. Will the world end or not? What exactly should we look out for or expect will happen?

In the spirit of 2012 I gathered 5 Events of what is going to happen on doomsday in a 5 part blog series. In this one is an explanation of why people feel the need to have the world end.

The Mayan Calendar sparked it all. It only tracks the time for 26 000 years and ends December 21 2012 and this apparently means the end of the world. It doesn't.

Firstly - calendars keep track of time passing. It doesn't predict the future. Just like all calendars – including the Mayan Calendar  - they end somewhere. Our calendars end December 31 and start again 1 January. The Mayan Calendar also ends and actually starts a new cycle.

The Mayans never made any doomsday prophecies. So this whole Event was based on the end of a calendar.  Imagine that.

The world is not ending this year – always ask yourself how do these people know what is going to happen in 2012? Then ask yourself why do people make up Doomsday Prophecies and why do so many people believe it?

Our world is so messed up that people want it to end. And in the end that's all it is – an escape from this reality. A quick fix for all our problems. Something greater putting an end to the suffering. Not so hard to image why people believe in Doomsday.

Nothing is going to save us from ourselves. If we want a better world free from suffering and pain we are going to have to create it ourselves. We have to put an end to survival and the world economic system. We have to put an end to this world  WE created  OURSELVES that caused that is the cause of all the suffering. WE have to make this world so that nobody would want to leave it – a world worth living in. And in a Equal Money System we can.

We created the world  as it functions today in our image and likeness. That means that we have to change ourselves first before we can change the world. There is no quick fix here.

Be part the group that is for making this world a world worth living in, a group that realizes that we have to change our way of being to change the world. A group that will not stop until its done. Join the Destonians

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Day 111 - Being Grumpy After a power nap

 

Today I had a 20min nap. I woke up feeling very irritated and grumpy and this always happens after short naps.

Its when I decide that I want to nap for a hour or two, but what happens most of the time I will wake up after 10 to 20 minutes and get angry about not sleeping for the amount of time I wanted. I usually wake up  feeling even more tired with a heavy feeling in my whole body and I simply cannot go back to sleep, because im very grumpy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I wake up early from a nap to be grumpy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry that i was not able to sleep for the set amount of time I allocated

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in this grumpiness become snappy and easily snap at people in my irritation 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to be angry after I wake up early and not being able to go back to sleep - believing that i have wasted my time now and made matters worse since i feel more tired

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let my anxiousness and fear of not having enough time influence me in such a way that i cannot take naps

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have naps, because i fear I am wasting my time

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to listen to my body when it shows me I need rest, but to instead be stubborn and stay awake.

I commit myself to stop being grumpy when i wake up early from a nap - instead I breathe and go back to sleep

I commit myself to stop being angry at myself for not sleeping enough when taking a nap

I commit myself to stop being irritated and snap at people - instead I breath and make sure I do not react

I commit myself to stop the belief that I am wasting my time when I take a nap when tired

I commit myself to stop being stubborn and when my body needs sleeps i commit myself to sleep.

I commit myself to before I sleep to breathe and calm myself so that I am clear when before i sleep

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Day 98 - Big Spenders in a Country of Poor

 

Zulu King Goodwill Zwelithini and his wives are massive spenders, Last month he asked the Government for R30 million to build some new palaces.

Imagine that - R30 million? And the government budgeted for 2011 /2012 was R55 million.

That is allot of money. Here is am extract from this site HERE:

 

In order to build Queen Zola KaMafu, a Swazi beauty queen, a brand spanking new palace, King Goodwill Zwelithini has asked for an extra R5 million (as well as R12 million for a new house at the Nyonkeni Palace) to be added to his budget. Apparently the 2012/2013 allowance of R59.5 million (which includes a R4 million increase compared to the previous year) is not good enough.

Poor King.

How can one afford a new palace if the budget only caters for support services such as car maintenance, clothes for the queens, an annual salary of some R1.5 million and his kids’ school fees (R35.278 million); the refurbishment and renovation of palaces (R20.484 million); and the maintenance of the various Royal farms (R3.6 million)?

 

I want to know why this is allowed? How can you justify spending this much money on self interest while living in a country with millions of poor and hungry people who have no chance to make something for themselves? If this money was to be redirected to helping the poor to give them homes and food and education the number poverty will  GREATLY decline in South Africa. So why is this not done? Greed selfishness - the government does exactly the same thing so they do not want to stop this abuse and corruption. Because that would mean the end of their ridiculously lavish lifestyles!

Another extract from the same site :

• The 2007/2008 financial Royal Budget amounted to R36 million – which was overspent by R3-million.
• For the subsequent (2008/2009) financial year, the Royal Household Department received R39.356 million – an increase of R3.3 million from the previous year. Some R593k went to emergency repairs to the king’s five palaces, R229k was spent on Royal travel and accommodation, R165k on consultants, and R15k on a coming-of-age ceremony. The 2008/2009 Budget was again overspent, this time by by R8.4m (this equals to some 25% of the total budget, people!
• Despite the over-expenditures of 2008/2009), R40.643 million was given to South Africa’s Royal Affairs for 2009/2010. Whilst presenting the budget, KZN Premier Zweli Mkhize stressed the Department of the Royal Household would not overspend this time. The budget was eventually overrun by R2.7 million.
• The 2010/2011 Budget for Goodwill Zwelithini’s upkeep was set at R43.8 million (of which he had apparently had to pay back R3 million due to the previous year’s overspending). I could not find figures on overspending.
• The 2011/2012 Royal Budget, a whooping R55 million, was over-run by R4.451 million.
• The above brings the total overspent amount between 2007 and 2012 to about R18 million. Forgive me if I am wrong.
• In 2006, Goodwill Zwelithini’s exchanged his household’s fleet of Toyota Corollas for six new Mercedes-Benz E200 Kompressor cars (for himself and his Queens). Price tag: R2.3m. This would not have been a massive problem if the 2005/2006 and 2006/2007 budgets had not been overspent by respectively R2.5 million and R3.5 million.
• In 2006, apart from the luxury cars mentioned above, King Goodwill Zwelithini bought himself a lavish Hillcrest home worth R2.5 million. The villa had to serve as his pied a terre in Durban to save on hotel and transport costs. In 2005, the king apparently spent R500k in one single month on travel and accommodation for himself and his entourage. The purchase would not have been a problem if the 2005/2006 and 2006/2007 budgets had not been overspent by respectively R2.5 million and R3.5 million. However, the main objection of the villa – which was supposed to save money – is that it has never used.
• In 2000, “over half a million rand” was spent on the King’s 52^nd birthday, a bash that took place in New Castle. Exact figures around the costs were not released due to “confidentiality”.
• In August 2011, Goodwill Zwelithini celebrated his 40^th year reign over his kingdom. Thousands of high-profile guests attended the main party, which took place at the KwaKhethomthandayo Palace, Nongoma. The entire celebration lasted an entire month. Price tag: ± R600.000.

And with all of this we have people striking to get a raise to have at least a capable living - This money spent by the King should be illegal, because it is a crime against life - to say screw the poor i want my riches! People are dying so that these people can have a rich life.

 

Things like this will never exist in a Equal Money system. Even now we should have a Basic Income Grant - instead of government officials, politicians and kings getting all the taxes for their own selfish greed it should be allocated to those who REALLY need it. That  act alone will end poverty in South Africa.

This kind of abuse must end it now - vote to end abuse at www.equalmoney.org

Day 54 - Pointing fingers when I am to blame*

 

(*title lyrics from a new EPIC song with Robot Virgins: Cerise, Fidelis and Earthonites: Matti,Kelly. Coming soon..........)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the blaming character so that I can abdicate responsibility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for making me angry not realizing that it is me who created the thoughts and the emotion inside me and that it is me who is allowing it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for hurting me by calling me names and is mean to me - not realizing that it is me who allowed myself to take it personally and i created the feeling

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the world for me being depressed and to see myself at the victim who has no choice and that i am doomed to be depressed forever - not realizing that I created the depression and allowed it and thus i have the power to undo it

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i am responsible for myself and everything inside of me what i feel and that nobody can do anything to me unless i allow it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame corporations for stripping the earth from resources like forests and water - not realizing that by spending money i allow capitalism to continue and also by doing nothing to change it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the government for the state the country is in - not realizing that its the whole world system that doesn't provide for everyone and that WE created this world system the way it is and thus i am responsible

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame world and everybody else for making this life so horrible and that i have nothing to do with it - not realizing that the world is a reflection of myself and that my actions and decisions helps shape this world

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that where there is blame the is abdication of responsibility so when i am blaming someone it is really me not wanting to face the truth that i am blaming myself

I commit myself to delete the blaming character

I commit myself to realize that i created the anger i feel and that with the same power i used to create it i can stop it

I commit myself to realize that i created the depression i feel and that with the same power i used to create it i can stop it

I commit myself to stop blaming others for making this world full of suffering and abuse and to realize that by doing nothing to stop it I allow it to continue

I commit myself to realize that i create all the feelings and emotions and thoughts inside me and that nobody can make me feel anything unless i allow it and that i am responsible for myself

I commit myself to stop blaming the government for the state of the country and to start take self responsibility to investigate solutions to end problems permanently like the Equal Money System 

I commit myself to stop blaming corporations for raping the earth and to see that it is the world system that we created that caused the problem and that i am also responsible

I commit myself to stop abdicating responsibility by blaming others and to realize that if i blame someone I am only blaming myself

Day 46 - We are all Earthlings

There are countless of horrific stories about animal abuse and its unacceptable

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as superior to all other species because i believe im better

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in this superiority treat animals as not being life and equal to me but as inferior - and to then dominate the animals and treat them as less than life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the animals for my gain - to abuse them regardless and to use them for profit for me to survive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that animals are worth nothing because the world system deems life as less than money and that money will always be more important than life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that animals and nature are here for us humans and that we can do to them as we please all in the name of our god - money


I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that all beings on earth are earthling - that what i am doing is abusing another earthling that shares this world with me

 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that animals are inferior based on their behavior and way of life being different to ours - not considering they are a big part of this world and without them there would be no earth

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to treat animals as less than because they are my food - not seeing that the animals have to die - be sacrificed - just so that i can live and that i should be Eternally grateful for them.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i have been causing enormous suffering and massive damage already to this world in the name of profit and that if i keep going this path then we will wipe out all life and all we will have left is money - and that we cant eat money or build houses with money or even drink money and that it is thanks to nature and the animals that i am still breathing - without nature and the animals we wont even be able to breath

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that all my food and nourishment was only made possible by the animals and nature and that it is my responsibility to take care of them and the earth otherwise there will be no earth 

i commit myself to stop the believe that humans are superior to animals 

I commit myself to stop the abuse of animals by seeing that they are also earthlings living on this world with me

I commit myself to be grateful for the animals and nature for making my life possible 

I commit myself to show this gratefulness by taking care of nature and all its animals so that we dont destroy this earth in the name of profit

I commit myself to realize that we cannot eat money and that money is a man made believe - but nature is real as earth is real and we keep on destryoing this planet in the name of this believe we will not have a planet anymore were we can live

I commit myself to stop treating animals as just food but to see that they are also life

I commit myself to take self responsibility for my actions and to dedicate my life so that others can see what i see so that we can end all abuse in all its forms so that all earthlings can live a dignified life

I commit myself to realize that we are all equal and that i have no right to dominate a creature just because i can - but to see that just because they live life differently doesnt mean i am better than them  

Journey to life Day 44 - The ''Depressed'' Character

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to become the depressed character when things don't go my way

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to within this cha racter become ineffective in what im doing and cant seem to do anything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to within this character become tides and want to sleep all the time and to see the world as not a place i want to be

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to within this character see myself as the victim and believe that something was done unto me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to use this character as an excuse for not doing all that needs to be done

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed to realize that i created this character - and then within that I made myself the victim

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed to realize that i have been using this character as an perfect excuse for not doing anything

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed to realize the true reason for this character which is me not wanting to do anything and take self responsibility - and it is me blaming the world which is actually all to do with me since i created this character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to believe that this character is real and that it has power over me and that I have no choice but to give into thus character

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed to see that this character is not real and in that I have the power to delete this character

I commit myself to stop the depressed character

I commit myself to be self directed and to not allow anything outside myself to direct me and who I am

I commit myself to realize that i created this character as an excuse for not standing and thus I delete this character

I commit myself to not allow myself to become ineffective but to consistent

I commit myself to stop the tiredness when things gets too much - because i see its me facing resistance so I push through and overcome it

I commit myself to stop seeing myself as the victim but to instead see that i created this character and so take self responsibility and delete it

I commit myself to not allow any excuse for not taking self responsibility and to stand consistently

Journey to Life day 39 - The ''Avoiding Conflict" Character

 Listen to this Song while reading: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JAPq_0HCot8

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into the character of avoiding conflict situations
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create this particular character out of fear of conflict 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear conflict and to allow this fear of conflict to direct me  in such a way that it affects my daily life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in this fear of conflict choose my words carefully to make i don't offend anybody or make anybody feel conflicted
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  stay silent when I see a point within someone - because I fear the conflict that may result because of it
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to when I speak to people to use a higher kind and friendly voice to make sure there is no chance of any conflict
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to then avoid conflict with myself and then rather choose to ignore it rather than deal with because of my fear of conflict
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create this character as a defensive mechanism because of my belief that i need to be protected from conflict because i cannot handle conflict - not realize that i never taught myself how to handle conflict situations. 
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that i will get no-where if i don't face conflict - and i will not be effective if i avoid conflict - we live in world of conflict so I will face it one way or the other.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise the importance of conflict - that conflict comes from friction of points and assist with getting the questions answered and opening points to walk through them.
I commit myself to end my fear of conflict, because if i keep on avoiding conflict i am essentially avoiding this world as well as myself
I commit myself to see the that conflict is a big part of this world and there is allot of it that i will have to face
I commit myself to not hide from conflict but to  - when its practical to do so and when it will assist - to face it head on and not to shy away from it
I commit myself to stop becoming overly friendly when speaking to people to avoid conflict - but to instead speak normal
I commit myself to speak up when i see i can assist and support another even if it causes conflict
I commit myself to use my natural self expression - to say what needs to be said regardless of my fears and not to think about what to say - even if it does cause conflict
I commit myself to stop seeing conflict as bad or being wrong - but instead to see if self directed can be a very effective tool for self realizations
I commit myself to stop ignore the conflict within me - but to instead deal with it to clear myself from it.
I commit myself to stop this character who avoids conflict - because it is not who I am or even real because its something i created based on fears, judgements and beliefs which I now see is invalid. 

Journey to Life Day 37 - ''You cant change this World''

 

This particular character is one who looks at others dedicating their life's to make this world a better place - but instead to join in they say '' you do know that its impossible right?''. And it said without even the them lifting a finger to see for themselves if its impossible or not. You can never know unless you have given it your best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the character of giving up before i have actually started

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that this character is fictional who i created and in not real just like a movie character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that making this world a better place is impossible based on my limited perception without even giving it a chance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to step into this character as a form of self defence to protect my ideas and beliefs and out of fear of change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want change because I fear i will not be able to change and fail so instead of giving it a go i immediately try and bring others down to my level and beliefs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give away my responsibility by saying that nobody can change this world just so that i don't’ have to do anything

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the truth that I cannot change the world - that no one person can change the world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i can only change myself and then live as an example to others and proof to others that change is possible and then through that as each one change themselves one becomes many - and with many all together we can make this world a  better place

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to shy away from taking self responsibility and to believe that it is not possible for all to work together and to believe that nobody can change who they are - not realizing that the belief is based on nothing because i haven't even attempted to change myself to see for myself what is possible and what is impossible

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am the change - that who i am can determine everything and that I actually have the power to change the world by changing myself and to live as an example

I commit myself to stop the character saying ''you cant change the world''

I commit myself to realize that i am the example and proof that change is possible

I commit myself to live as an example to others and to show that you can change the world by changing yourself

I commit myself to stop saying things are impossible without giving it a go to see for myself first

I commit myself to realize that my perceptions are limitations and that mu beliefs are not real and invalid and not to listen to them anymore

I commit myself to stop wanting to bring others down to my level just so that i don’t have to change

I commit myself to stop the fear of change and to realize that the only way this world will improve is through change

I commit myself to stop the backchat which i allow to give up my responsibility.

Journey to Life Day 34 - I want to love again

 

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to love again - to feel the feeling of love which makes me feel good.

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to a picture/idea of what love is - that was based on how my mother loved me and ideas formed around former relationships.

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to re-experience love so much that i dedicate my life to look for it

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to memories of love and wanting to relive those memories and to be saddened by these memories - not realizing that they are not real, but that the feeling is what i have created.

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to in this desire to relive past memories to believe that only others can ignite the fire in my soul and to forever more search for 'the one' to make me love again

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i will never be fulfilled unless I have found 'the one' and that I absolutely must to all it takes to find the one - not realizing that i am the one who create these feelings so what i am actually doing is compromising life - by ignoring what is really going on and not caring bout that what really matters but only thinking bout myself and making myself happy

I forgive that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the want to love again is an act of utter selfishness - where i only care about my own happiness and in that not caring at all about others and sorting out this world

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life's goal is to find somebody to love and spend the rest of my life with them - and in this life's goal i completely missed the point - what about others?

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to become blinded by my own feelings of love that I not even considered that i have the power to make a change this life - that i can make a difference - but instead I only looked after my own happiness.

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to become sad when I don’t have somebody to love and who will love me back and accept me for who i am - not realizing that if everybody accepted each other for who they are then there will be ZERO change in this life.

I forgive that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that love is a feeling - not realizing that feelings are not real - that love is action is practical movement and something that can be proven in the physical.

I forgive that I have not accepted and allowed myself to love myself to such an extend that I would do anything in my power to become effective so that I can make a change this life.

I commit myself to stop the delusion that love is a feeling but to see that love is practicality in action. That love is to never accept life the way it now to but to dedicate myself to make life as it should be - where all can truly live free

I commit myself to let go of memories that i want to relive and re-experience

I commit myself to realize that i created the feeling of love based on my past experiences and that nobody else can give it to me.

I commit myself to stop the search for the one, because I am the one and the only one who can change me

I commit myself to then not want to love again - but to love myself now enough to give myself the gift of life and others the gift the life to be free.

Journey to Life Day 32 - Why Being Positive Is not a Solution

 

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that thinking positive will make the world a better place - not realising that only thinking positive I ignore all the ''negative'' and in that ignoring i actually make the world worse

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore all the things I do not like and deem bad and to believe that it would actually make this world a better place

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to believe that positive thinking will attract only the positive and ward of the negative - because it makes my life easier and makes me feel good - not realizing that I am ignoring reality and the rest of world

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that positive thinking is not a solution - that I am creating an illusionary world within myself that only affects me.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become blinded by positive thinking that i do not even see the evidence and proof that positive thinking is not a solution  - that I ignore the worsening condition of the world that is proof in it self that positive thinking is not making the world a better place

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I only look at the good and the positive then the world will seems like a good place - not realizing that what i am doing is ignoring all the abuse and suffer and in that do nothing to prevent the abuse and suffering - in effect allowing it to continue and thus making the world worse.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the abuse and suffering in the world and to fear that it will effect me and out of fear to shun and ignore it in an attempt to get away from it till i believe that it doesn't exist anymore - and then to claim i am making the world a better place

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I cannot think away the suffering of this world - because thinking is my head and not real as the physical earth or as real as the suffering and abuse in this world.

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the only way to make this world a better place is realize that the problem lies within me - that we as humans created this world as it is today and that I accepted and allowed this system by my participation in it and not doing anything to change it. And so to change the world I have to change myself

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to put in the effort to change myself - my actions and who I am so that I can be an effective self directed human that do what is best for all - to live as an example to others and direct others to do the same.

I commit myself to see that positive thinking actually makes this world much worse by not giving in attention and allowing it to continue

I commit myself to face the bad and the ugly of this world that we have created and not to fear it - but to  dedicate my life to make sure that all suffering and abuse ends - to make sure that my children and their children will wake up in a world free from the suffering  that so many have to endure daily

I commit myself to then stop positive thinking and to instead practically change myself so that i can be effective and self directed to actually make a difference in this world instead of being stuck in a bubble in my head.

I commit myself to promote and create a new world system where every being will have an actual chance to a life worth living

Journey To Life Day 31 - Being Overwhelmed

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel overwhelmed - that everything is too much for me handle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the world is a gainst me and out to get me when everything seems to go wrong

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself when things go wrong seeing myself as a failure and not being good enough and experiencing unworthiness when things get tough

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience hopelessness when i believe that I cannot face what is here and to get lost in the magnitude of the problem we are facing here on earth before we can make this world a world worth living in

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I don't have the power to face this life, but to give in to fear and to allow fear to direct me - not realising that I haven't given even myself a chance  to realise the power I have to change my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to get everything done fast because i fear i wont have enough time to get it all done - and in that haste and fear to look at the big picture and get overwhelmed by it not realizing that i wont get it done fast and worrying about the future is utterly pointless

I forgive myself that I have mot accepted and allowed myself to breathe - to focus one point at a time and realize that through time and  accumulation one point becomes many points and in that ill get things done effectively instead of doing nothing by worrying 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that blaming myself has no point - self blame is knowing I am responsible but wallowing about it and not doing something about it.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to to instead of blaming myself when things go wrong to take self responsibility - in that take action and do what needs to be done - instead of doing nothing

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I have the power the face any point that comes up in my life and that each point is an opportunity for me to push though and become stronger and more effective

I commit myself to stop becoming overwhelmed when looking at the big picture but to take it day by, breathe by breath, point by point.

I commit myself to accept that this will take time - and that there is no quick fix

I commit myself to realize that hopelessness cannot exist if i breath and take it one step at a time and that i can only be overwhelmed if I  believe that i am not able to walk this process

I commit myself to give myself the chance to walk this process and to realize that i do in fact have the power to stand and face whatever points comes up.

I commit myself to realize that all fear is my doing and that it is not real

I commit myself to give myself worth and the power to face each point

Journey to life day 25 - I Never Questioned This Life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never question this life - to from when i was a child to simply accept this world for what it is and never saw that this world is really messed up

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go through life and see the abuse, but never looked for way to end it and just blindly accept it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look at people on the streets and think it is normal and that somebody will help them.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never see that this world as it exist today was created and we created the system and all its abuse.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that we can also create a system where there is no abuse and every being to have equal life - but that starts with me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the government or others for the situation of earth - and not to realize i participate in this system daily without ever considering alternatives

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to look for alternatives and solution to this world, but to only fend for myself instead of looking for ways where all abuse ends and everyone has true freedom

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to dedicate my life to make sure that all abuse stops.


I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize how enslaved i am and how money has become the most important things in life.

I commit myself to never again accept the way life is now


I commit myself to to always question this life


I commit myself to never give up on finding solutions to the problems in this world


I commit myself to dedicate my life to make sure that i can say when i die that i did everything in my power to make this world a world worth living in.


I commit myself to forever reveal the atrocities we  have allowed in this world


I commit myself to show others what i see and to ensure that i am most effective in order to effectively reveal common sense and that there are solution to this world

2012 Don't Wait for Higher Powers: Use The Do-It-Yourself Ascension Kit

 

Isn't It frustrating that you have to wait? Do you ever Wonder if what you are doing is good enough? Will you be granted ascension rights after all you hard work?

How about the waiting for the SHIFT – Will you be granted the power of understanding and achieve a higher consciousness? What if the cosmos grants you unworthy?

I propose a solution – and alternative where you are the one who determines your future. Where you no longer have to wait and wonder what if you miss it – the shift – or what if you left behind. For the first time you direct your life. I will share with you the power to place your life in your own hands.

Where you Become the Master of your Own Desteni.

You can join me with many others who are learning to become the masters of their life here  - the Desteni I Process.

With the tools of the Desteni I process you will learn how you became who you are and then how to change who you are to become more effective and to develop an awareness of life that has not been considered possible. Where you can become immune to mass media manipulation and not be directed by anyone but yourself.

Imagine that – YOUR life in YOUR hands. You can start the SHIFT into common sense awareness that is not only practical but also doable along with many others doing the Desteni I process.

So don't wait until its too late. Stop worrying and start learning with us. We are also designing a new world system where no being has to suffer needlessly – the Equal Money System – so that you wont even need to ascend anymore, because as one group together we will make this world a place where nobody would want to leave. True heaven on earth.

Go to Desteni.org and join us in the forum discussions

Here you can read about Realizations some of those had walking a process towards a free world:

2012 - How I was able to hear the Desteni message

So I’m the Portal’s brother. I’ll start with a short history to show what kind of background we came from and how I knew without any doubt that the Desteni massage is real and a solution that everyone who wants to see change in this world must consider.

I was born and raised a Christian along with my sisters. My original language is Afrikaans so we were a typical Afrikaans Christian family. I never bothered with sci-fi, paranormal, otherworldly stuff or looked for aliens. I simply didn’t believe any of the stuff. I never even heard of mediums until I was 18. I never heard of ascension or the white light and knew nothing of new Age or spiritual masters. I didn’t even believe in demons. Only that Satan makes us sin and Jesus forgives them. I was a typical afrikaaner who believed I will go to heaven if I’m good and that God and Jesus loves me.

If I looked back at my childhood and summed it up and looked at the overall experience – it was really good. We were one of the lucky ones – we had both parents who raised us well and were always in a stable environment.

The death of our mother marked a change that affected us all in surprisingly different ways. For me I simply shut down and suppressed my feelings and ‘’suffered in silence’’. Basically I hid myself from others.

It was then when I started to see that something is wrong with what I believed in. I still didn’t wonder where I go when I die. I was either going to hell or cease to exist when I die. It didn’t really give a shit. I knew one thing – life is really messed up and there doesn’t seem to be a way to make it any better.

I met Bernard through sunette who was already living with the group for a while. What was fascinating about Bernard the first time I met him is that he gave a look - Like he could see inside me. Which I didn’t like back then because I was an introvert – hiding myself from others. I didn’t want people to see me or know how I feel. But if I look at it now the real point was that I didn’t even know what was really going on inside me. So the fact that he could see through me was very interesting. How can he know more about me than I do?

So I would say that caused the first spark of curiosity and why I wanted to find out more.

It was only after a few months of living with the group – and back then the group was small and we didn’t have a website yet – that I started to get a glimpse of how trapped we really are and how limited as well. And how I knew nothing about myself and what I knew wasn’t real – lol. I was very sceptical about it all at first. But one thing I could not deny was that the fact that the portal was real. That my sister actually left her body and other beings came through into her body. I knew it was real because I know my sister. The words the beings spoke and all the things they shared it was impossible for her to know all of it – because I grew up with her and never in our lives had we access to anything like it. We didn’t even know about channelling. Another thing that fascinated me is that the beings could see right inside you and could explain in an instant in extreme detail points within me I never shared with anyone and some I wasn’t even aware off. And to top it off they added support on how to deal with it - And to top that off in a way I could understand it and apply it. It was with these tools I got over my depression and faced many other points.

And the perspectives each of the beings shared was amazing. It was shocking to learn how little we really knew. There is a massive problem in this world and nobody is even aware of it.We are all trapped in our own little bubbles.

I remember Bernard asking a question – ‘’How do we get people to listen to something they don’t want to hear?’’. And that is what the group of Desteni have been busy with. Everyday consistently in whatever way spreading practical common sense. Back then it was a small group. This small group took me in and gave me support all the way and I have had the privilege to see it grow. And in the 5 years I have been participating I never came across any other group or ‘’answer’’ that considered EVERYTHING. A solution for the human to become educated and self directed to never again be able to be manipulated or deceived by self or others. And solution for earth where we can live in a world were all beings are considered and we live by what is best for all.

Another point about Desteni and the message of Desteni is that no matter what it always comes back to self. I have to make the change. I can test the information for myself.There was nobody I could blame. I could see that I was responsible for MYSELF. And that I had the power to change myself. That there is no higher power going to do it for me or some mighty saviour coming to save us from ourselves. If I wanted to live in a better world I am going to have to participate in the solution to make it happen.

So how do we get people to listen to something they don’t want to hear? How did I listen? I could see for myself it was the real thing. The portal is my sister after all. And I tested self forgiveness and self honesty for myself. If something works it works. No matter how hard I tried to hold on to my ideas and beliefs I could not hide from common sense.

Desteni - It’s like a slap-in-the-face-wakeup-call