Sometimes when I listen to songs I image that i am the person who wrote the song and singing the song. I imagine i am playing in front of a huge stadium performing the song i am listening to. Mostly because it makes me feel good - when i was in school i u sed to do this allot - put the song on the hi-fi loudly and rock out in my room. I Liked doing this also, because I could really express what I felt by rocking out.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I listen to songs to imagine that I wrote the song and am singing it
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to imagine that i am performing this song live on stage rocking out in front of thousands of people
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to keep on imagining this, because it makes me feel good
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine myself playing in front of allot of people and them liking me, because I want people to like me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in my want to be special and important to imagine myself being a rock star
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am inferior and thus i dream about play ing on stage where i will be better than everybody else
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i do not need to be special or important or better than others, but that it is a believe than i must compete with other people.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to let go of these delusions and rather focus on my music to become more effective within it.
I commit myself to stop imagine that i wrote the songs i listen to when i did not
I commit myself stop imagining that I am playing in front of thousands of people when i listen to songs - i realize it is me wanting to be special that i do this
I commit myself to stop wanting to be special - instead I realize that nobody is special
I commit myself to stop wanting people to like me - I can see how fucked up i am inside which means other people are also fucked up inside and thus there is no point to want other to like me
I commit myself to let go of these delusions and to realize that by imagining it i become lost in
my feelings and emotions constantly thinking about what ifs and dreams that are impractical.
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