Journey to life Day 7 – Fear of others Judging my MUSIC

Today I sitting in the car listening to the new song we finished today (Robot Virgins Ft MatterFreeman – What makes me starve in a World of Plenty) with others hearing it for the first time.  We do this with new songs to have people listen to it and give their input. 

Every time we do this I am a nervous wreck. I spend a lot of time on songs perfecting it so I sit there and anticipate mistakes in the song or something I missed or maybe the words are not cool or the song doesn’t work or make sense or maybe people will simply not like it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that others won’t like my music

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear others judging my music

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want others to like my music and In that validate myself 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear others judging me by the music I make

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want recognition and approval from others and 

 believing that only through others accepting me then only can I accept myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not accept myself

I commit myself to stop wanting others to accept me 

I commit myself to stop the fear of being judged by others

 I commit myself to stop defining myself by the music 

Music is my self-expression

PS – the song will be available shortly for FREE download on EQAFE