Day 74 - Why should I When nobody else will!

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the character '' why should I when nobody else will''

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to call upon this character when i am faced with a point that I do not want to do

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to rea lize that i use this character as an excuse not do something I do not want to do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to call upon this character when I look at the state the world is in to use it as an excuse not to do anything about this world, because nobody else will then why should i

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use this character when presented with a solution for most of the problems on earth to not support it because I believe that nobody else will so why should I - not realizing that I am using it as an excuse not to do anything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use this character when i see there is a rock in the path where many people will walk - And not move it out of the way so that nobody can get hurt but to leave the rock there, because I believe that nobody else will do it so why should I

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I keep on using the excuse that ''other people wont do anything about this world the why should I'' - Then nothing will change and everything will stay the same

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that If I wait for others to change first before i do then the world will continue the why it is

forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i created this character out if fear - the fear of change and losing that which I have become and the uncertainty that comes with change

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if i do not change and make the effort to do what needs to be done to change this world then nothing will happen - I am the key and standing as an example i can show others that it is possible to change

I commit myself to stop the ''Why should i when nobody else will'' character

I commit myself to stop using this character as an excuse to not do what needs to be done

I commit myself to stop waiting for other people to change before I do

I commit myself to stop using this character as an excuse and a valid reason not to find solutions to this world

I commit myself to realize that if i keep on using this character then no change will come and everything will stay the same

I commit myself to take self responsibility and not blame others for not changing - but to change myself regardless so that i can become an example of what is possible and then become effective in showing others what i have realized

I commit myself to stop the fear of change - to instead embrace the change - because we need change in this world as there is too much suffering and abuse - we need a new world

Day 73 - Everything in this world is OK

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that everything is ok in this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that everything in world is as it should be and there is no need for it to change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go about my life living in my personal bubble where life is a breeze and where i do not see what is really going in this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into this idea advertised in media where a pretty picture is always painted of the world - and to from this believe that this world is a good place to be

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look deeper into what is going on in this world and to only look at things that will make me feel good and shun and ignore everything else that will make me feel bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear looking at what is really going on in this world - because i fear it will burst my bubble and my beliefs that this world is a beautiful place and everything is ok

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to look at all the suffering in this world - because then my beliefs will be irrelevant and then i would have to change who i am

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to to realize that this world is not ok - that there is much suffering and abuse in this world and that the only reason why a 'beautiful earth' is promoted is to make sure i do not change this world and remain a slave to the money system

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the only reason my life is ok is because i have money - and for those who do not have money are going through much suffering and that this world system we have is not supporting all beings on earth

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take self responsibility for myself and this world in finding solutions to change this world into a place worth living in for everybody - and not just for those who have money

I commit myself to stop the belief that everything in this world is ok and to see the truth that there is great suffering

i commit myself to stop being manipulated by media promoting a beautiful earth when i know that there is suffering and abuse and deceit all around me proofing that this world is hell for most

I commit myself  to realize that this world is only ok for those who have money - and that those without money are going through misery just to stay alive - all because this world system is not designed to support all life on earth - only those with money get support

I commit myself not to accept this world as it exist today - but to dedicate my life to make sure that all beings are supported by realizing that the equal money system will support all beings on life an to do all im able to implement such a system 

I commit myself to burst my bubble and to take self responsibility for my life and this world by finding solutions and expanding on them like the equal money system

I commit myself to change who i am so that I can be an effective human being in this world to bring the change i want to see in this world by becoming the change