Journey to Life Day 38 - Amazing Disgrace - The Human Race

 

This life and this world is a reflection of who we are  - and the state the world is in today is beyond shameful which should indicate that we as humans are truly evil.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the world is a reflection of who I am

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see how must the world is the same as me - how i have conflict within me towards others and how the world and its nations have conflict with other nations

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the similarities with the world and myself - how me not caring about others and the world not caring about ending starvation.

I forgive myself that I have  accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from this world because I don't like what I see not realizing that what im looking at is actually myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from reality out of fear and to believe that nothing can be done to change is - that its just the way it is - so that i don't have to do anything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to block out all the bad things in world because it makes me sad and angry - not realizing that I am the one who created this world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to  investigate this world and how things work to see the reason for why life is so full of suffering

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take action and to do something about this world and to find ways to change it.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if the world is a reflection of me - then changing who I am will reflect onto this world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the truth of humanity - that we are truly the evil of the earth - to have created a world of abuse and suffering a perfect hell for most and never in human history have we ever stopped a moment to see what we have done and to change it, but to continue to live as if everything is fine and to continue blame others for this mess - not realizing that our very nature as who we are now created this and that is what needs to change.

I commit myself to see that I am in fact evil for having lived my life in ignorance

I commit myself to then dedicate my life to make sure I stop the evil of humanity which is our very nature so that I can start living life for life

I commit myself to stop hiding from this world - to realize that i created this world and in that i am responsible

I commit myself to stop fearing this world and to realize that i am actually fearing myself

I commit myself to stop separating myself from this world, from myself

I commit myself to stop all excuses - to stop believing this world is just the way it is - and to start taking action by doing all in my power to make this world a better place by first changing myself

I commit myself to see the amazing disgrace we created and take responsibility to truly create amazing grace for all being on earth - because there is no grace in starving or killing or abusing another and there can be no grace in this life as long as it continues.

Journey to Life Day 32 - Why Being Positive Is not a Solution

 

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that thinking positive will make the world a better place - not realising that only thinking positive I ignore all the ''negative'' and in that ignoring i actually make the world worse

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore all the things I do not like and deem bad and to believe that it would actually make this world a better place

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to believe that positive thinking will attract only the positive and ward of the negative - because it makes my life easier and makes me feel good - not realizing that I am ignoring reality and the rest of world

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that positive thinking is not a solution - that I am creating an illusionary world within myself that only affects me.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become blinded by positive thinking that i do not even see the evidence and proof that positive thinking is not a solution  - that I ignore the worsening condition of the world that is proof in it self that positive thinking is not making the world a better place

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I only look at the good and the positive then the world will seems like a good place - not realizing that what i am doing is ignoring all the abuse and suffer and in that do nothing to prevent the abuse and suffering - in effect allowing it to continue and thus making the world worse.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the abuse and suffering in the world and to fear that it will effect me and out of fear to shun and ignore it in an attempt to get away from it till i believe that it doesn't exist anymore - and then to claim i am making the world a better place

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I cannot think away the suffering of this world - because thinking is my head and not real as the physical earth or as real as the suffering and abuse in this world.

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the only way to make this world a better place is realize that the problem lies within me - that we as humans created this world as it is today and that I accepted and allowed this system by my participation in it and not doing anything to change it. And so to change the world I have to change myself

I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to put in the effort to change myself - my actions and who I am so that I can be an effective self directed human that do what is best for all - to live as an example to others and direct others to do the same.

I commit myself to see that positive thinking actually makes this world much worse by not giving in attention and allowing it to continue

I commit myself to face the bad and the ugly of this world that we have created and not to fear it - but to  dedicate my life to make sure that all suffering and abuse ends - to make sure that my children and their children will wake up in a world free from the suffering  that so many have to endure daily

I commit myself to then stop positive thinking and to instead practically change myself so that i can be effective and self directed to actually make a difference in this world instead of being stuck in a bubble in my head.

I commit myself to promote and create a new world system where every being will have an actual chance to a life worth living