Day 280: Just who exactly is the Real You?

 

 

“The Fascination with the Mind is Mirrored within the Fascination with Movies – Watching the Reels Play. In the Mind you’re a Superhero that Understands things that makes ‘You Special’, where you have ‘Special Skills’ and ‘Special Gifts’. But none of those are in fact Real. They’re just a Movie Reel where you Hide. But, even the ‘You’ that’s Hiding, the one Lost in the Mind – isn’t Real: it’s a Character you Created about You…one of Many.

You have Characters for every Situation, for every Relationship and everything you do. And each Character has different Reasons, Meanings and Values – and you will Dress-up as these Characters in Ways that will Ensure that ‘Your Movie’ Benefits. And ‘Your Movie’ Benefits if you do not have to take Responsibility for the Real Reality.” - http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/01/day-263-real-eyes-see-reel-thoughts.html

We have created specific characters and personalities for specific situations. Have a look at the people in your life and how you are around each of them. Are you the same or do you change into a different person depending on the situation?

For me when I am in town buying things and interactive with different people I usually become a super friendly character, simply because people are more willing to help you when you are friendly. Another example would be when I was a kid, my behavior would be different depending where I am and who I speak with. I would be different when speaking to a parent or when I’m in church or when I’m with friends. I had many characters for every situation.

And so do we all – we are many characters. We have a character for anger, for frustration, for irritation, for when we do not agree with someone, for when we do not want to do things – really a character for every situation. The question then is who exactly are we really? Look at when you are alone – is that who you really are? Or are we constantly in our minds thinking about the day, thinking about other people, judging other people , creating our own opinions and ideas and beliefs on what we see and wonder around in our imaginations. None of those things are real, it’s all fake.

Look outside. Look at the trees, the grass and the sky. Those things are real. The forests being destroyed, that is real. The oceans being poisoned, the mass extinction of species – those things are real and the real consequences of humanities imaginations. The result of our desires and greed and quest for happiness – the human lifestyle has created so much real destruction.

It’s time we become real and let go of these characters we have created, because these characters and personalities is keeping us all preoccupied from real change. There is unfortunately allot at stake and time will eventually run out. And when it does run out in the end, what will we say, what will you say? Did we do everything we can with the time we had? Or did we waste it all on our imaginations….

Day 125 - Giving up On Myself? Why do that?

 

I listened to This interview: Giving Up on Myself - Life Review. What i found fascinating is how it explains Why we give up on ourselves.

Why is it that when we have are looking forward to do something like for example learn to play an instrument, build something yourself or doing something you always wanted to do and then end up not doing it and give up on doing it? Why do get that deep sinking feeling that makes us want to give up - what is that voice in our heads that say ''I cannot do it''. And within this we never give it our best shot - never giving it our all. I look back at my life and wonder how different my life would have been if I made the decision to give it my all within what I was doing and how i could have developed myself and various skills. IF i had given it my all during school I know i would have done better. If i had given it my all when i did classical piano I would now have been a professional pianist. the same with other instruments.

Its not just that - In school i was always shy and hiding always afraid. If I had stopped that and given myself the opportunity to break and walk through my fears and given it my all i would have enjoyed it better.

After listening to this interview I gave me clarity. I could see that i wasted my life half-assing everything. And it gave me insight, assistance and support to move myself to become effective.

So listen and enjoy : Download

Journey to Life Day 43 - ''Fear of Failure'' Character

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the fear of failure character and to believe that it is real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear when faced with something new that i have no idea how to handle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by this fear of failure that i become ineffective within what i do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become uncertain with this this fear and believe that i cannot do anything

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that fear in not real

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that fear is something that i created - because i am the creator - and within this i can stop the fear

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there is no way that i know if i will fail with something unless i have given it my all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that if i fear failure then that is what needs to happen so that i can face it and move past it - instead i clear myself from it now

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i don't walk the moment with confidence and self trust but instead move as fear and self doubt i will indeed not be effective and fail

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold to this character throughout my life and never realized my power of creation and do something about this fear by choosing not to accept and allow it as who i am

I commit myself to stop the character of fear of failure

I commit myself to stop my self doubt and fear when facing points and situations

I commit myself to be confident and have self trust in every breath

I commit myself to realize that this fear of failure is not real but something that i have created and in that i delete this character

I commit myself to face every moment without fear but with gratefulness for this opportunity to become more effective in who i am

I commit myself to stop being paralyzed by fear in becoming overwhelmed with uncertainty 

I commit myself to  face every moment self directed and not to be directed by my thoughts feelings and emotions

I commit myself to realize that i decide who i am in every moment and that i determine who i am

I commit myself to clear myself from this character and to show others the same and to assist them with it

Journey to life Day 7 – Fear of others Judging my MUSIC

Today I sitting in the car listening to the new song we finished today (Robot Virgins Ft MatterFreeman – What makes me starve in a World of Plenty) with others hearing it for the first time.  We do this with new songs to have people listen to it and give their input. 

Every time we do this I am a nervous wreck. I spend a lot of time on songs perfecting it so I sit there and anticipate mistakes in the song or something I missed or maybe the words are not cool or the song doesn’t work or make sense or maybe people will simply not like it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that others won’t like my music

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear others judging my music

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want others to like my music and In that validate myself 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear others judging me by the music I make

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want recognition and approval from others and 

 believing that only through others accepting me then only can I accept myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not accept myself

I commit myself to stop wanting others to accept me 

I commit myself to stop the fear of being judged by others

 I commit myself to stop defining myself by the music 

Music is my self-expression

PS – the song will be available shortly for FREE download on EQAFE